Recharging and Refocusing: What's Coming Next

"You are going to go through life either by design or by default." ~ Rick Warren

Good morning; afternoon; and evening friends and fans! Namasté. 🧘🏽‍♀️ Life isn't always picture-perfect, and that's perfectly okay. Lately, I've been reflecting on the art of juggling. Working two jobs - a full-time gig with the Parks Department and a part-time retail role - is undeniably exhausting. But also incredibly rewarding to put in an honest day's work. My ultimate career goal is to secure a permanent, full-time position right here within the Parks Department. Navigating the NYC cost of living while raising my son isn't easy, and I know I have to keep grinding to keep a roof over our heads.

However, I firmly believe that in order to take care of those I love, I have to pour back into myself. One of the things I genuinely miss most is being behind the camera. There is magic to shooting 35mm. Whether I'm loading up a roll of Ilford, Kodak Portra, or CineStill film, capturing the world through my lens has always been my therapy. Balancing my demanding work schedule has put my photography on the back burner, but I am determined to blog more frequently. It won't be perfect every time, but I am ready to embrace the rhythm over the balance.

"Self-care equals success. You're going to be more successful if you take care of yourself and you're healthy." ~ Beth Behrs

Health and wellness are also taking center stage. Managing my diabetes has always been a priority, and I am finally going to try incorporating Prince of Peace Blood Sugar Tea into my daily routine. My ultimate goal weight is 125 pounds. I know it won't happen overnight, and getting there will take time. It means being hyper-mindful of my diet and how I treat my body, alongside sneaking in more workouts when I can.

"Lighten up on yourself. No one is perfect. Gently accept your humanness." ~ Deborah Day

As for love? Finding a partner can wait. Right now, I want to focus entirely on my health, healing from my past trauma, and ensuring I have a secure full-time job. I am open to dating, but relationships will be put on the back burner until I am in a much better headspace.

This journey of recharging and refocusing is a marathon, not a sprint. Thank you for following along on the days when I am exhausted, and on the days when I am thriving. Here is to the next chapter!

Blessed be,

Jennifer